• Thoughts

    I was just sitting here, and I was wondering why I am going into hibernation and its not even winter. I don’t feel like going out to the parties that are held, I just go to work, and to gym, and spend time with my family. I wonder again and again what’s going on. Is this what it means to get old? It doesn’t make any sense. I am only twenty-five years old. But I have been noticing this trend, where sometimes, I would rather sleep or rather read a book then go see a movie or go to a friends’ party. Even sitting at a bar with friends, I was surrounded by fun people and I felt awkward, and wanting to go home. Because I was feeling home sick. I was hungry and I wanted to just take off my clothes and wear pajamas. And go to sleep. I wonder if anyone besides my close acquaintances are ever going to read my blog, and I wonder if I will ever look back at this post, far away into the future and say, I actually wondered whether people will read my blog. I guess right now, the point is to get the word out. I can’t wait to go to sleep and just relax. It seems that is the only time when I can actually relax. The thing I hate about blogging sometimes is that I dont feel comfortable laying my life out. Anything on the internet seems a bit weird to be too honest sometimes. Its scary of how long the information can actually stay online and potentially ruin your job prospects ten years into the future.

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